my internet connection

it is natural to feel protective of your internet connection because it is pure psychological horror. imagine buying a thousand trucks worth a lot of money and having no animation programmer on your computer because it just digested a lot of computer software developers who lived for some reason.

i would never want to be in that situation. i have been asked to not look at a tv like it is my wife and ask it for money because it won’t have any and also because it won’t give me any because i am not a child anymore.

i wish i was.

i write poetry because i am going through a phase of humiliation, living in a simulation. my friends live in cities, but i still have a long way to go. instead of finding my way, i am lost with a fried brain on my side and a compass that is morally sublime text 4.